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Poor, coffee-deprived writer

This writer has cut down her coffee intake. A lot. *cue the sad, dramatic music*

All my life, I’ve had an ambivalent relationship with coffee (it’s bitter and smells much better than it tastes), and for the longest time I didn’t drink it at all. And that’s kind of a big deal for a Swede. Swedes drink a lot of coffee—we were on 6th place of the world’s biggest coffee drinkers last year (and I find it very interesting that all five of the Scandinavian countries—Sweden, Norway, Denmark, Finland and Iceland—are in the top six!)

And not only that. We take our coffee drinking very seriously in Sweden—it’s a way of life. It’s called “fika” and there’s not really a word for it in English. If you’re interested in knowing more, here’s an article about it. It’s interesting and explains a lot 🙂

Every time you visit with someone in Sweden, they will offer you coffee. If you don’t drink it, your host becomes anxious and tries to come up with a range of other beverages to offer you instead. Sometimes they’ll even offer to run to the store and buy something for you.

It was exhausting to have to explain every time why I didn’t drink coffee. And even people close to me forgot. Like my mother-in-law, who, by the way, is from Finland. (And did you happen to notice which country was at the top of that list I linked to earlier? 😉 ) I’ve been with my husband for well over 20 years, and even after knowing me for 10+ years, she forgot that I didn’t drink it.

So one day I thought Ah, fuck it! and started drinking the stuff.


But here’s the thing. I don’t like it in the morning. I prefer to drink my coffee in the evenings. Especially when I write. So that’s what I’ve done. And for a long time, it wasn’t a problem. But lately, I’ve had a hard time falling asleep.

And, of course, I knew what the culprit was. My coffee. I did some research: I knew caffeine causes alertness, but as it turns out, it can disrupt the entire sleep cycle and circadian rhythm. If I drink coffee late this evening, it might affect my sleep for many nights to follow.

So, last week I decided to stop with my late night coffee. And since I don’t like to drink it early in the day, I’ve dramatically cut my intake.

And…I’m fine. I’ve not had any withdrawal problems and after a few days, I slept much better. The only thing is that I miss having a hot beverage to drink when I write. I solved that problem by buying rooibos tea, which does not contain caffeine.

One funny thing about coffee and fika: I’ve noticed that my Swedish fika-habits show up in my books. All my characters like to sit down with a book and a cup of coffee and fika for an hour or two. If that’s something you’ve noticed and found a little weird, well now you know why 🙂

Like in this excerpt from Find His Way Home. After spending a couple months by himself in the forest, Elliot wants human interactions and real coffee 😀 (Emma, mentioned in the quote, is the person from whom he rents the cabin)

On his way back to the car, he passed a cozy café, and the aroma of coffee wafting through the door as customers exited was strong and full. His feet carried him inside without him giving it a lot of thought, and he spent a few minutes trying figure out what he was in the mood for. After deciding on a frilly coffee drink with a big dollop of cream and lots of sugary syrup, accompanied by an enormous blueberry muffin, he found a table in a quiet corner. The second-hand armchair was as comfy as it looked, and he groaned with happiness as he sank down into it.

He swallowed a mouthful of his beverage and couldn’t help the pleased hum that escaped him. It tasted so much better than the stupid instant shit he had in the cabin. He should tell Emma they ought to buy a coffee maker for the kitchen—a French press would make a world of difference—and he’d be willing to pay extra for the luxury.

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5 thoughts on “Poor, coffee-deprived writer”

  1. I love that excerpt. It’s one of those sweet little scenes that do so much to help the reader get to know the character while being fun and interesting at the same time.

    Ah, coffee. I’m like the early you. Love the smell, don’t drink the stuff. I never succumbed to the pressure. I also happen to hate colas (there’s a story behind that), and as a result I consume little to no caffeine and turned into a caffeine-weinie. If I drink something with the equivalent of only, say, a half cup of coffee even late in the morning. I’ll be up all night with the jitters.

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    1. Being a caffeine-weinie isn’t bad. My quality of sleep is so improved it’s almost ridiculous. I used to wake up frequently at night and have a hard time going back to sleep, but I never associated that with caffeine. But now I sleep like a princess. It’s such a difference! And even though I’m not completely quitting it (since there’s caffeine in tea as well, and I love tea!) I’m definitely going to keep my intake down 🙂

      And how come coffee smells so wonderful, but tastes nothing like it? Especially freshly ground beans. Mmmm!

      I love Coca Cola though. But I googled it, and it’s very low in caffeine compared to coffee. An espresso has like 1,75mg/ml caffeine, while CC has 0,1mg/ml. Not that I drink it that much, but since I was researching anyway 🙂

      Why don’t you like colas? (Have I asked before? It feels familiar, but I can’t remember. Sorry!)

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      1. My cola aversion has to do with negative association. When I was a kid I got “the pukes” a LOT. Many people, including my mother, think cola settles the stomach. Maybe there’s something to that, I don’t know. All I know is that she’d pour some into a juice glass and stir it up and make me drink it. Every time it would trigger another puke episode. It did NOT settle my stomach—quite the opposite. Even smelling the stuff makes me nauseous now.

        I don’t drink much of any kind of soda. My favorite drink is plain old water. If I drink something flavored, it’s almost alway lemonade. I’ll occasionally drink a fruity soda. Turns out, some brands of fruity sodas add caffeine, which I learned the hard way. Even that little amount of caffeine messes me up. I shudder to think what an espresso would do to me!

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        1. Yikes, I totally understand your aversion. Terrible!

          I’m with you. I like water and lemonade. And freshly squeezed juice with no sugar added! Yummy. And iced tea, but I guess that’s a no for you, too. I’m not a big fan of any other soda than Coca Cola, and I drink that in moderation. Soda can’t be good for you 🙂

          I had no idea there could be caffeine in fruity sodas. Why would anyone do that?? 🙂

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